THE MISSION ACROSS THE U.S.
Part 5: A Cat And Mouse Game To Our Next Destination
July 17-18, 2013
Well there was still enough of the day left to make tracks on the road to our next destination. We proceeded east at West Fork only to find ourselves incredibly lost. Although it was against our better judgment, we decided to camp to keep expenses down, despite the sticky, hot, and humid weather conditions.
We kept receiving messages that there was a major activation and portal opening somewhere towards Fayetteville, so we continued following the map towards that location only to find ourselves lost again.
Yet, at the same time, the hawks continued to appear out of nowhere and guide us further north up the 540 to the US 71 towards Springdale. Well they say three's a charm, right? This ended up being still another diversion, so we just continued even further north towards Rogers on the 71, and yet AGAIN got lost. Strangely enough we really didn't feel lost since we knew the hawks were guiding us every step of the way. It was clearly where we "thought" we were going versus where we were being lead to go.
We finally found ourselves outside the city of Rogers, AR and ended up camping at the Rocky Branch State Park. This was far more north than we had anticipated, almost to the northern border of the state, but the park had an appealing lake side setting with tall and erect pine trees at the top of the hill, nestling several exclusive campsites. We couldn't see much of the lake unfortunately, but opted for a more private location such as this because of our 4 dogs, selectively choosing spot #29 (another 11). It tended to be on our minds to avoid the chance of getting thrown out because of camping with too many animals, let alone unpredictable barking.
We camped there for 2 days (the 17th and the 18th), really roughing it with only vaulted toilets and no other facilities available. It had been a long time since I had camped, let alone encountered so many bugs such as fire flies, chiggers, mosquitoes, and flying beetles, but the evening cadence was a pure delight. I drifted off to the ebbing crescendo of nature's symphony.
The following day we went into town to pick up some supplies but when we returned back to the site, we were once again prompted to do another activation, this one supposedly "within 8 miles". This was particularly challenging because every time we would get a "hit" that we had found the activation point, the energies would shift. It was as if we were playing hide and seek with some unknown devious obstacle. I kept hearing "you are so close and yet so far away." Now what in the heck does that mean? It literally became like a tap dance, seeking out this point of importance only to realize we just had not "nailed it".
I was shown that it would be on an abandoned piece of property with a
decrepit old house, by the lake shore. Well that really narrowed things
down, considering this lake consisted of 28,370 acres of clear water. As
you can see, Beaver Lake is shaped much like a dragon, with a multitude
of peninsulas scattered about.
Frustration mounted with so many little turns here and there. Each time we followed our intuition and Guidance, it would get a bit more intense as we got closer. Our breathing became labored and our bodies became electrical once again. We knew we were close, but each time we thought we had arrived at a critical place, the sensations would literally fade away. This went on for at least an hour and because of that, Steve suggested we just give up and go back to the campsite. Maybe we needed to regroup, he thought. But I surprised myself by blurting out "that is just what the Dark would want". I could tell some "thing" or some "force" was playing with us, and "it" really didn't want us to find our destination.
Many of you know I am very tenacious, especially when I really want
something, so all of these cat and mouse tactics motivated me that much
more to keep on keeping on. I suggested we not be so serious and lighten
up. Have a laugh or two (and you all know how much I can laugh). We
imagined ourselves as spies and turned it into a game, a treasure hunt,
and a challenge to see which of us would be resilient enough to conclude
this mission.
I just KNEW we would be victorious! This really felt like
a test and our determination was key to finish what we came here to do. Well, it was later in the day, probably around 6 p.m. by the time we came upon the activation point. The hawks continually signaled us that we were nearing our location. Then a very large deer leapt right in front of our car, causing us to slam on our brakes. As our line of sight followed her across the road, we looked to our left and presto! There beside our vehicle was the abandoned house I had seen in my mind's eye and sure enough, the property was across the street, right off of a lake dock as depicted. One of the greatest confirmations was the street sign displaying the name "Twin Coves Resort Road".
This had a deeper meaning for both of us, since a friend of ours had
told us he saw us entering a cave on the mission. Etymologically, cove
also means 'cave' or 'cavern' and twin of course, reflected the fact
that Steve and I are twin flames. What was a real eye opener was
etymologically reviewing the word 'resort'.
resort (n.): late 14c., "that to which one has recourse for aid or assistance," from Old French resort "resource, a help, an aid, a remedy," back-formation from resortir "to resort," literally "to go out again," from re- "again" (see re-) + sortir "go out" (see sortie)... Phrase "in the last resort" (1670s) translates French "en dernier ressort", originally of legal appeals. (http://www.etymonline.com)
Now for those of you who don't know the ramifications of working with a twin flame on this mission, read the description below:
"Twin flames, also called twin souls, are literally the other half of our soul. We each have only one twin, and generally after being split, the two went their separate ways, incarnating over and over to gather human experience before coming back together. Ideally, this happens in both of their last lifetimes on the planet so they can ascend together. So you probably haven't had many lifetimes with your twin.
Each twin is a complete soul, not half a soul. It is their task to become more whole, balancing their female and male sides, and ideally become enlightened, before reuniting with their twin. This reunion is of two complete and whole beings. All other relationships through all our lives could be said to be "practice" for the twin, the ultimate relationship.
When twins get together, it is for some kind of spiritual service work. This is their primary reason for finding each other, because through their union a huge birthing of creative energy is released, to be used for their mission together. More and more twins are attempting to get together now to help the planet and humanity make a big shift forward in consciousness.
However, many of these attempts at reunion are unsuccessful because the individual people are not quite ready for the intensity of a twin flame union. It is more intense than any other union, and this intensity is at a soul level, not as much in the physical or even emotional bodies. This doesn't mean that there isn't a good attraction at those levels as well, but the strongest attraction is of spirit. This is one of the distinguishing characteristics of a twin soul. Many people think they have met their twin because the attraction is so intense, but it is a karmic attraction, one of need or bodily desire rather than the Divine Love of twins.
However, many of these attempts at reunion are unsuccessful because the individual people are not quite ready for the intensity of a twin flame union. It is more intense than any other union, and this intensity is at a soul level, not as much in the physical or even emotional bodies. This doesn't mean that there isn't a good attraction at those levels as well, but the strongest attraction is of spirit. This is one of the distinguishing characteristics of a twin soul. Many people think they have met their twin because the attraction is so intense, but it is a karmic attraction, one of need or bodily desire rather than the Divine Love of twins.
Your chance of meeting and staying with your twin depends on how evolved your soul is, and how much of your baggage from this and past lives you have cleared. The biggest reason twins have to separate after coming together is their individual emotional baggage. Because in the presence of your twin, there can be nothing between you, nothing blocking your closeness. This means that everything comes up for healing that you haven't previously healed. Everything!
When twins reunite, both of them experience an acceleration of their spiritual growth and awakening. They get on the fast track of learning about esoteric wisdom and experiencing other states of consciousness. They usually haven't been together all that often during their series of lives on the planet, and so their backgrounds may be different. Yet, there is a closeness and similarities of spirit that are almost uncanny, noticed in many ways, such as looking back at yourself when you look at your mate, and a remembering of the distant past when you first split up. Guidance is strong with these relationships, and usually one or both have a good channel for communication with Spirit. Their connection is telepathic, and hugging each other is like coming home for nourishment." (http://www.soulevolution.org)
Considering twins are a "spontaneous division of the zygote into two embryos... rather a spontaneous or random event", our activation definitely mirrored this definition. Not only did the journey "feel" random, but we later realized that the main purpose of this activation was specifically focused on the merging of the male and female essence within each of us and with each other. As we worked with The Star of David, we felt a lovely tender wave of love blanket us as if we stood within the womb of Mother Earth. This activation presented itself with much more docility, focused on love, unity, and planetary peace.
As you will see, this entire trip was one little synchronicity after another. On the forsaken property stood a sign promoting Crye-Leike Realtors
listings. I was floored when I looked up the background of the word
Leike, which is as follows:
"Analysis of immigrant records indicates that some of the first North American immigrants bore the name Leike or a variant listed... Leake, Leak, etc."
As we discovered later, the clearing away of anguish and tears (cry and
leak) from the days of the American Indians being brutalized, mocked,
uprooted, and stripped of their land by the encroaching white man (Leike
= the first North American immigrants) was a continual theme with our
activations.
Another incredible message from Spirit! We were clearing
away not only our ancestors tears, but Mother Earth's heartache from
such a horrific time in history.
Ironically enough, we realized later that the activation point was a straight shot from the campsite we were staying at, where what took us at least an hour, was virtually under ten minutes from our campsite. Eventually, we even determined that each of the false alarm designations were ultimately connected to the Twin Cove Resort Road. My point being that we had "almost" found the spot multiple times and truly were "so close yet so far away".